a n g e r

in a recent conversation, a topic regarding a certain person(s) came up, and i blurted out wat was on my mind.
the response i received in turn was a question:


"after so long, y r u still so angry?"


i'm sorry for all my animosity towards this person, not becoz i dun think this person doesn't deserve it, i'm just sorry i'm such a unforgiving person.



how can u act civilized to a person who has broken ur heart completely,
and filled u with depreication of ur ownself?
how do u forgive a person who has shattered ur soul into pieces and left u there alone to pick it up piece by piece, then try to reassemble it, only to find some pieces has disintegrated into a minute powder, leaving u never to be whole again?


no


i can never forgive


for i am forever broken